The wheels on the bus go round & round

There's a lot going on in the world today. Seaquake = Tsunami in Samoa, American Samoa, Pacific and our East Coast. 100+ dead.

Heavy floods in Manila. He's ok. I'm relieved. I think of him every now and then. Although I know now how much I have learnt about self-worth. Well, one would think anyway!

Treat them mean, keep them keen. Does that even work? Did that even work? All I wonder is why I let it go on for so long. I guess I'm a sucker when it comes to that.

Why do I choose to manage people? That is the hardest, most draining jobs ever. Do I even enjoy it?

Oh yes please, a hug would be nice. Thank you.

Hello Rat Race

A promotion. 2 titles. One premium. One successful.

A pat on the back.

Isn't it funny how when you least expect it, it comes through.

My career is something I have control over. Ish.

I'm happy with this. I can't say they haven't been good to me. But as always, onto bigger and better things.

Always growing. Always improving. Always better.

Pit Stop

Let's stop for a bit. I've been walking for days and I need to rest. Let's stop. Let's turn around and have a look at the distance I have covered. This:

Love~ I want this...
Number 1 - my first love. 3 years of both ends of the spectrum. i fell hard. and then then four years on.....
Lesson learnt - my self-worth
Number 2 - my rebound. *shudder* this was a mistake.
Lesson learnt - don't doubt myself and what i want
Number 3 - a random. 2 months of happiness...while it lasted.
Lesson learnt - i can't do casual, i'll always want more
Number 4 - a friend. 2 months of compatibility, laughter and inspiration.
Lesson learnt - you cannot force what's not there
Number 5 - an artist. 15 hours. a fleeting connection in passing. i fell hard.
Lesson learnt - i want this feeling

Career~There's no such thing as 'having it all' but I know what my priorities are..

突然發現我站了好久，我累了
I've suddenly realised I've been standing for a long time. I'm tired.

I want to rest my head for a bit....